Believe

Believe.................A few know that I had something done about a week ago...It is very special to me and if I ever get back on my laptop I'll post a picture. Some will probably understand why I got what I did, but for those that don't I'll explain....The butterfly signifies rebirth.....mine to be exact...I'm almost to the point of looking like the person I was inside for some many years....I finally feel comfortable both inside and outside.....FINALLY! Some may not agree with the choice I made a year ago...and thats fine but it really doesn't matter to me. I did what I did because 1) medically it was necessary... 2) because of 1) I finally found out WHY it was so hard for me to loose weight...3) because it was time... I turned 30 last year and hell if I was going to be dealing with this anymore....I want to get married and have a family...thats huge for me....HUGE..and honestly how could I ever think someone could love me like that when I couldn't even love myself... The word believe under the butterfly represents many things.....Believe in myself for one....Believe in my dreams for 2....Believe in my faith....3 Believe in my family and friends....4 Believe that someday that one perfect person will show up...and actually believe with me...